Thursday, April 30, 2009
woohoo~! payday!
YAY! Payday tml. Hopefully I will get my pay by end of tml as they say... so I can finally buy my ps3/ rockband during the weekends!
love,
yukik0`
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
and you say you don't take me for granted?
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Friday, April 10, 2009
Promise
So we agreed not to argue anymore and I hope its true. Maybe if I can stop thinking so much and he less temperamental - ignoring me and such which he promised not to do it again, i believe it will work.
Anyway, I've been really busy. Working and stuff. Trying to save up enough for a new tv & ps3, rockband 2 and 1. When exams come, I think i will be even more busy. I gotta study when I wake up the next day or shall I say do my tutorials.. to get ready for the upcoming exams.
PS: baby.. i hope that we wont argue anymore as promised. love. you know when we argue, i tend to be sticky to you or should i say i don't like things unresolved. part of me i guess. no more arguments! i promise not to think too much.. and you, be less temperamental k? ilu honey.
love,
yukik0`
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009
f-uped
So it turned out horrible as expected afterall. oh now when she is ard, i can't even not want to play anymore. WHICH i think if she is not there, when i say i dont want to play, it is NOT COMPULSORY for me to continue. Yet its all different when shes here. Fine.. i might have unknowingly shouted at you for that.. thats all because you guys kept asking me to play when i didnt want to. So who is exactly entertaining who?
Whatever ok.. ever realise why i started playing like shit? Because I fucking hate the way you stare at her when she starts playing. Like wtf? Shes your gf or me? You don't even look at me like that. I didn't feel it in a long while and yet I see that look in your eyes on other girls. So what if shes not like any other friends.. someone you can't ever been with. SHE IS STILL A GIRL FFS.
Whatever. I shall scram off as YOU WANT ME TO and I DO IT for your sake and hers. SINCE I am so unimportant infront of your family.
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