Life little Somethings.

2009-08-02T18:47:00.006+08:00

Sigh, I really don't know how to post this. Nor do I want to. Not even sure if you will ever read this too. You were the only girl I ever really loved. These 3 years have been the best years of my life, and nothing will ever change that. I'm just really sad things had to turn out this way. I know you've got many guys going after you right now, and I'm glad, because I'm sure they will provide you with what I failed to give you.

I guess I'm just a coward, I don't even dare to sms you or call you. I just want to forget about you, but I can't. You're still in my heart, ever since the first day we went out. I'm sorry.

I really hope to see you again someday.

I miss you.

Love,
Zash.

P.S: Just found out you're in another relationship already. My heart's fully broken now. I'm sorry...it just hurts really badly now. Wish you two all the best.. This is going to be my last blog post. Take care, and goodbye.

...

2009-07-26T10:32:00.003+08:00

I don't know when you'll ever read this, but I'm just feeling in the pits right now. If you want all 7 days to be for your other commitments, I'm fine with it too. I know you'd much rather stay at home to play, and it's probably more entertaining than being with me.

I don't even know how to bring myself to trust you after today. I love you, but right now my heart's torn. 3 years of trust, just down the drain like that. I don't know how long is it going to take for me to trust you again..

But if there's one thing I learnt today, its that I still love you enough to go on. Please..don't let me down again. I cannot take another hit like this. It still hurts, and I'm at a point which I can no longer feel a single thing right now. I've hit my fists against the wall so many times I've lost count, my knuckles are bruised but I just can't feel anything. It's frustrating to know that I've been suffocating you all this while and yet never realised it. I blame myself for that, and I'm sorry it made you do what you did.

I won't stop you from doing what you want anymore, its pointless to do so. You'll be happier this way. I left my ring and pictures at your house for a reason, I just can't bear to look at you without thinking about this incident.

I've never felt this way before, and I don't ever want to feel this way again. I want to trust you again so badly..but I cannot bring myself to do so. Not now. I'm scared. I'm just so scared baby. My heart hurts so much, I cannot stop thinking of you. Memories are just flooding back to me, and I can't help but tear at the past.

I'm sorry for everything, baby.

I don't know how to face work tomorrow. I don't know how to sleep later on. I don't even know what to do anymore. My birthday party's coming, but I just don't feel excited.

I need help.

Heartbroken.

Hello there!

2009-07-03T10:24:00.002+08:00

I'm at work now, bored to hell because someone broke his/her arm and I gotta cover for him. I swear if this happens again I'm spamming my leave to avoid coming for a full month, sheesh. Have you ever thought that you were going to have a great rest at home and being able to see my honey pie for a whole day and instead get called back to work because some bugger decided it would be funny to just say, break an arm so your "rest" would be taken away? Unbelievable.

Well speaking which, I've gotten back to playing L4D for awhile. Not as much since you wouldn't believe how rusty I am right now. Heck, even I can't believe how rusty I am at it. And I was supposed to be good at it before. OR maybe everyone's gotten better. Yea that must be it >.>

Okay I'll admit it, I'm only good at the boomer so far. I can puke *bloody* well. Okay maybe not as good as I should be but hey, I just came back from a 6 month hiatus, what can I say :p As for the hunter, I'd much rather just jump off a building and get run over by a train if I could. I am missing pounces like you would not believe, hello to missing a point-blank pounce, anyone?

Baby's gotten really good at it too. I mean, really. She's got a clan and even her own server, which I think is just totally kickass. Plus she can wall jump on her hunter. That's all that needs to be said. I can't even jump from point A to point B accurately, and she makes it look like doing kindergarten mathematics. She's really into this, hope she goes professional in this and starts kicking some major arse in L4D tourneys. Good luck, sweetie!

That said, I've been pretty bummered up because dear's got a whole new buncha friends to hang out with. I admit, I was jealous. But hey, however I try, I can't bring myself to stop baby from enjoying herself. Seeing her so happy, so lively, always chatting on the mic, just tells me how much she's enjoying this right now. I'm happy you've found people who share what you like dear =)

As I'm typing this, I'm thinking of dear already, even when I woke up. Wanted to message you but I'm sure you didn't sleep early last night, right? Hehe. I know I haven't been the most attentive of boyfriends lately, and I apologise for that. Work's been a real tard, and I wish I wasn't so tired out after it. We haven't seen a movie in weeks, and when I saw you the day before.. I realised how much I missed you. That's why I hugged you for so long. If I could, I would hold you in my arms forever, and make sure that you'll never spend a moment alone. I'd tuck you into bed every night, kiss you before you go to sleep, and wake up to the face of an angel beside me.

I love you.

Forever yours,
Zash

Sigh.

2009-06-28T02:02:00.004+08:00

I don't know how long I can keep this going. Feels like we're drifting apart. Guess its my fault that I've been so busy with NS to accompany you often. Just have to see what fate's got in store for us. Been feeling like crap for such a long time, guess what I want to say is:

I miss you.

Been so long

2009-06-11T14:09:00.002+08:00

Lots have happened during this period. Both good and bad.
Exactly why I haven't had the time to blog.

Been really really busy. Just a short update and I'm back to doing my assignment.
I've been L4Ding every day with the same clique of friends.. playing pubs alot lesser though I would really like to go back to playing pubs for abit more. =/
I've also started a clan with one of my friends in L4D. Sooo.. if you are playing do pm me. Maybe I'll toss you an invite. ;)

I've been slacking off quite abit too. *emos*
Now I'm having some dumb running nose probably due to insufficient sleep. pfft.

Anyway, back to doing work or maybe taking lunch in awhile.

xoxo,
yukik0`

2009-05-01T16:39:00.001+08:00

Baby is at work atm and I'm at home.. feeling lazy as always. rofl. I love non-working days. honest. :D
I want the rb guitar on my hands now. oh mannnn

love,
yukik0`

woohoo~! payday!

2009-04-30T00:11:00.001+08:00

YAY! Payday tml. Hopefully I will get my pay by end of tml as they say... so I can finally buy my ps3/ rockband during the weekends!

love,
yukik0`

and you say you don't take me for granted?

2009-04-19T01:32:00.006+08:00

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Promise

2009-04-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

So we agreed not to argue anymore and I hope its true. Maybe if I can stop thinking so much and he less temperamental - ignoring me and such which he promised not to do it again, i believe it will work.

Anyway, I've been really busy. Working and stuff. Trying to save up enough for a new tv & ps3, rockband 2 and 1. When exams come, I think i will be even more busy. I gotta study when I wake up the next day or shall I say do my tutorials.. to get ready for the upcoming exams.

PS: baby.. i hope that we wont argue anymore as promised. love. you know when we argue, i tend to be sticky to you or should i say i don't like things unresolved. part of me i guess. no more arguments! i promise not to think too much.. and you, be less temperamental k? ilu honey.

love,
yukik0`

f-uped

2009-04-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

So it turned out horrible as expected afterall. oh now when she is ard, i can't even not want to play anymore. WHICH i think if she is not there, when i say i dont want to play, it is NOT COMPULSORY for me to continue. Yet its all different when shes here. Fine.. i might have unknowingly shouted at you for that.. thats all because you guys kept asking me to play when i didnt want to. So who is exactly entertaining who?

Whatever ok.. ever realise why i started playing like shit? Because I fucking hate the way you stare at her when she starts playing. Like wtf? Shes your gf or me? You don't even look at me like that. I didn't feel it in a long while and yet I see that look in your eyes on other girls. So what if shes not like any other friends.. someone you can't ever been with. SHE IS STILL A GIRL FFS.

Whatever. I shall scram off as YOU WANT ME TO and I DO IT for your sake and hers. SINCE I am so unimportant infront of your family.

Sudden thought

2009-03-15T16:26:00.001+08:00

Am I receiving the same unconditional love from you like how I give it?

Or do I love you more than you love me?

xoxo,
yukik0`

I got a great buy today at Watsons!

2009-03-07T01:57:00.003+08:00

I bought Biore Deep Free Facial Foam(Micro Mineral Clay). BEST FACIAL FOAM EVER.

It cleanses my skin really thoroughly. First time I ever felt that after purchasing so many other brands before. So far so good after my first use and I'm looking forward to seeing its effect tomorrow. It supposingly has sebum-control.. which means if it works, my skin will not get oily throughout the day till night damaging my makeup.

Will update on that tomorrow if it actually covers that. So far on reading the reviews about it, it does just that.

Anyway, another product I love is the Kenko diet plums. Not from watsons of course. It requires purchase from malaysia. I regret not taking it daily. Haha.. Stopped because I was lazy. I regret because I realise it not only helps to maintain/lose weight, it also helps with other stuff like skin condition etc.
Now I'm back to taking it daily.. and will not be lazy again! =X

OK.. probably gotta make another few more purchases from Watsons or Guardian. Been wanting to get Garnier's Pure Series item. I need more $$$.

Donation to yukik0 funds, anyone? :)

xoxo,
yukik0`

Primary School "Friend"

2009-03-05T17:49:00.006+08:00

It happened on FB shortform for facebook.

I thought it'll be nice to leave a old schoolmate a message to say "hi" and I said something along the lines of "Hi.. you've changed quite alot. for the better of cuz. Wonder if you still remember me". of which I deleted because I changed my mind.. she probably changed "alot" and for the "better" because some of her photos look like she has the sort of wayang makeup on but its still makeup. lol.

And she replied along the lines of, "Of cuz I remember you. You still got the pri sch face." or something. Thats all I remember anyway.. not like its worth reading at all and for that I deleted it again. lol. So nice right? Say hi only then some sarcastic remark come up.. and I thought since she wanna say that, why not play along with her. rofl.

So I replied, "hahaha. good thing isnt it. young forever. didnt know about it anyway.
anyway my profile pic is eh.. 1 yr plus ago if u are talking about that. lol.
alot of the others were not there too.. right? haha.". The "didn't know about it" and "alot others were not there" was refering to primary school gathering recently.

She then replied, "OH... tat was one year ago huh..haha... think not much difference now right?... ya basically wat u see there is the standard ppl hu attend.. maybe some missing on that day onlie... you would wana attend the next time round ya?>?... heex... can gimme ur number?.. will call u when the next gathering ..." LOL. Whats with the caps "OH". Not that I am reading too much into it but I think this girl is just plain rude. My mistake she changed for the "better". Maybe she is just blunt with her words or do not know how to communicate PROPERLY with a long time ago friend.

I played along and replied, "rofl. doesnt really matter. pretty also mostly for bf to see. haha.
thanks for the compliment.. its great to look young. lol
anyway alot of you havent changed from pri school either. still can recognise in one look from the pic who is who. lol. maybe if you don't put on makeup i can recognise you too. O.o how much can one change anyway.. unless plastic surgery is done or smthing.
anyway, i'll send you a message for my number on fb.". Unless she is clever enough to smell sarcastism, she probably wouldn't know it at all. ROFL.. but its obvious enough I feel.. hinting on she had plastic surgery done if she ever think she looked prettier or pretty at all. O.o

Oh the drama. All along I thought TV shows that shows primary school gathering is a bitch is just unreal. Lol. Now I remember why I didn't use to hang out with her in primary school. It was a WISE decision. HAHA.

P.S: I'm not the kind to tolerate shit like that. Bite at me and I'll bite you back 10000000000000 times harder. She probably doesn't know that. Now she does. The posts of her face on my fb wall just irritates me.. so I've deleted all posts she posted on my wall.
FYI: I cannot tolerate girls who think they are everything when they are nothing. Irritating as hell.. most likely bimbotic as well.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Way overdue V-Day post(Lots of pictures)

2009-03-03T18:36:00.042+08:00

V-Day came a couple of days before the storm(not literally of course). I thought I'll just write this post since baby is working and doesn't seem to have the time at all. :(

Baby was really sweet on that day. He planned out the entire day and was so nice to me throughout. I really appreciate it my dear. Anyway, we met around late afternoon and I was late as always. haha. SORRY DEAR. I was hoping to look nice and be absolutely ready for our date. =X

We made our way to Vivocity hoping to catch a shuttle bus to Sentosa.. but there was so many people there. lol. We then tried to find our way around to the monorail and got lost a couple of times. In the end, we took the cable car there. It was fun though.. I wouldn't mind getting lost with dear even if it wasn't getting lost in a shopping mall. I feel safe with him. He'll protect me I know :D

Taking some pictures while waiting for the cable car. There was a super long queue that day.
Then.. it finally reached our turn to get into the cable car. (and thats me trying to stay out of the picture so he can take a picture of the background. O.o)

We then had abit of fun hanging out at a couple of attractions.
One of them is the luge and skyride. Throughout the skyride I kept worrying if my heels will fall. At such a height, if it falls, I will probably never retrieve it. Baby was having fun laughing at me while I was busy trying to grab tightly on my heels so it wouldn't fall. Lol.

After that, we headed to the Cineblast. New attractions I guess.. or at least new to me. Lol. We went for both shows. One of them is the sheriff one. Shooting game of sorts.. and baby topped both rounds(Marksman yea, my dear. :) ). Sadly, I got the second place on the first round and third the second round. There was around 6 people I think.. there was quite a couple of guys too. *hint hint meaning that I am good. no. 2 marksman. :D*

After that we went for the other show, log ride. It was FANTASTIC except for the fact the 3D glasses kept poking at my lashes. rofl.
Took some pictures while waiting to get in.

The entrance

Baby putting a v-sign on himself after I failed so many times trying to do that. Lol. Dear is so cute.

Darling with the present(whole bunch of love and hearts) I gave him. :)

Finally, its our turn to get in. So we put in the 3D glasses and snapped a picture before the show starts.
After the show, we made our way down to dear surprise dinner. Lol. So unexpected. Sweetest bf ever. I'm glad I have you my dear. (holding the roses my dear gave me on the shuttle bus)

We walked quite abit to the restaurant and baby gave me a huge surprise. :)
Actually having you around is more than enough dear. Though I really appreciate your planning and everything. Loves.
Anyway, next wed will be even more exciting and I am anxiously waiting for it. :)
Baby.. are you too?

P.S: Babe.. you can't make everyone happy.. just so you know. When someone is happy, another is bound not to be. It might turn out to make things worse. Just my 2 cents.
Just wanted to ask you babe.. if you have a meeting with your friend. will you reshedule it to meet me? not that there is any atm.. just wanna know.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Brian Burst

2009-02-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

Zzz.. shitload to memorize. HELP~!!! Memorized one question.. another 2 more to go and all of them have multiple parts. OMFG. I cannot bring myself to play game unless I finish studying some parts. Lol. I will feel guilty. Taking a shorttt break right now so blogging abit to let you guys know what I have been up to.

Holy shit. Back to studying. Wish me luck for exams on monday. T_T

UPDATE (10:52 PM):
HOLY SHIT. I'm down to memorising the last question answers and now I wish I have never written such a long essay for that nor found articles with long ass names written by people with long ass names too. etc.(Mamaghani, Farrokh(International Journal of Management)(2006). Impact of
Information Technology on the Workforce of the Future: An Analysis Retrieved February 3, 2009). Wtfman.. How to memorise this. There's another one of this that I am suppose to memorise as well for the essay.

I am also suppose to remember the lines quoted by them.. HOW?! Someone teach me~ LOL I am so dead.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Nelly Feat. Kelly Rowland - Dillema

2009-02-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

Nelly Feat. Kelly Rowland - Dillema
URL for MV: Nelly Feat. Kelly Rowland - Dillema MV

(Kelly)

I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do,
Need you

No matter what I do....
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

(Nelly)
Uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing i'd ever seen
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son doh-oh, but that’s okay
‘Cuz I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mama hittin’
And in no time I better make this with her mine and that’s for sure
‘Cos I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But uh there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t leave alone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,”

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how niggas start actin trippin out here about they girl
And there’s no way-hey-hey Nelly gon' fight ova no dame as you could see
But I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,
don’t you forget it
But uh it ain’t that easy for you to pack up and leave him
But uh you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Sing it for me, Kelly

I love you and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know
Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(‘Cos you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I see you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right.
oh

Life sucks.

2009-02-19T23:30:00.004+08:00

Just when you least expect it, it just hits you on the face. Thats what I feel now. Though I haven't been effected directly.. more like indirectly. Baby's feeling bad.. in a bad mood and all and when i talk to him just now, It just seems like he wants to shut me up. I wouldn't blame him really but it just got me thinking.

I hope we'll get through this together though I can't help much. I feel upset over it. There is just so many things on my mind right now. So many till its almost too heavy to hold.. like its falling anytime soon. Exam is next week monday and I'm not even sure I have the mood to study and pass it even.

I just had to say this somewhere and it came to my mind that I should just blog.

I'm really sorry I couldn't help much but seeing you like that worries me. Can someone help me carry abit of this burden? So many things on my mind now. What am I to do?

yukik0`

Funny ass video of someone missing her plane

2009-02-19T02:11:00.005+08:00

I'm sure I don't wanna end up like her next time. I never will. Right baby? :)

Not really nice to laugh at the woman. Quite poor thing.. but acting hysterical is over the edge I think. Lol. I pity her husband. I really do. =/

Actual vid with actual subtitles.(Funny)

Same vid but with spoof subtitles. (Funny as shit. Must watch.) (Just ytd when I posted it, it was still up. Pity that.. its removed now.)

xoxo,
yukik0`

Please help to vote!

2009-02-09T21:11:00.006+08:00

http://www.cozycot.com/valentines/contest/3 - Couple #53

Dear readers,

Please help to vote for us so that we can have a super happy v-day!
Though need to sign up(if you don't have a gmail account) to vote.. but we'll love your help. really. :)

How to vote?

(Click to enlarge picture)

Ans: Gmail Account required to sign in to vote. Sign in at the top right corner of the page( Google Friend Connect box - Red boxes as indicated in screenshot) then proceed to vote for us!

On another note, happy v-day in advance!
Wish us luck~

xoxo,
yukik0`

Check out this baby!

2009-02-04T03:58:00.007+08:00

Walk pass some shop and look what I found!

A hot FERRARI!! I don't get to see it everyday so took 1 pic of it. Only took one incase someone see me taking a picture of the beautiful car and chase me away. haha.

(Click to enlarge picture)

OMG. The car is hot right?! Haha.. this shall be my future dream car. I need money for this.. anyone wanna donate to yukik0` funds to assist the poor yukik0`? Lol.

p.s: Dear.. tml then u read this. I totally forgot to tell u earlier.

p.p.s: http://www.yukik0story.wordpress.com is my personal blog that consists of 80% password-protected entries, 20% non password-protected entries. (Although now it contains 100% password-protected entries. lol. In the near future, I'll write more there. For the moment, due to blogger not having the function, I write on wordpress when I need the entry to be password-protected)

xoxo,
yukik0`

Random

2009-02-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

Zashiee.. where is your blog post?! =X

Anyway really appreciate what you are doing for me. So touched ytd that you actually figure out what I was thinking.

ilu dear.

P.S: I brought a new outfit ready for Valentine's day! Dear.. is my Valentine's day gonna be romantic and special? =X (You are stressed now right? ahahaha)

xoxo,
yukik0`

FUCK

2009-01-31T13:53:00.003+08:00

http://yukik0story.wordpress.com/

Password protected entry again. Just wanna see if that someone can for once actually know what I am thinking and be able to view it.

What's wrong with me? What am I to do?

2009-01-30T01:33:00.012+08:00

http://yukik0story.wordpress.com

Permalink to this blog: entry name is the same as the title listed for this post. Post is password protected.

Blogger doesn't have password protection for posts so I thought I'll create a private wordpress.

yukik0`

=O

2009-01-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

Amazingly sexy for some god damn reason. Very nice dance. Though it got me =O
I wish I could dance like him. Haha.

Song#1: "Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy" by Tata Young
Song#2: "Anymotion" by Hyori
Song#3: "10 minutes" by Hyori

xoxo,
yukik0`

The shiokness of shopping~

2009-01-24T00:31:00.003+08:00

Today I spend a whopping total of 300 odd... Mostly on clothes, shoes and stuff. The other part of the money goes to lash extension! Damn chio loh the extension. Did my lashes at browhus wheelock place outlet. Not really expensive.. 120 but I believe theres cheaper ones. I wanted to go to another but they have no slots today :(

Maybe I'll try that other shop next time. Btw Browhus service is not bad. The gal who worked on my lashes is really gentle to my lash and they aren't really pushy about their packages. Baby went with me to shop for new year stuff today and WE FINALLY FOUND THE MANGO DESSERT STORE AT FAR EAST! Lol. We spend like 1 hours odd finding it the last time and we didn't find it. This time just walk in 5 mins then walk past the shop already. Haha.

I finally manage to change to the new ez link today. The queue everywhere is like so bloody long. I went out around early noon today so got it changed at sembawang station. :)

Btw no photos today as of yet... because I am tired and lazy to take them. I might take pictures of my lashes soon. Till then.. Cya all.

love,
yukik0`

to dear:

2009-01-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

I miss you my dear. So many things happen to us this few days. You've been unhappy yet u kept it to yourself.. Sorry dear. I didn't realise. I'll change I promise.

Public declaration ok? Hee. So this will more or less be a reminder to me if it happens again. Dear, bear with me. I'll be what I want to be and what you hope I will be soon. For the better of cuz! Loves.. So little time to spend with you. >.<

Now I am also scared of you already. Fierce fierce. Don't dare to ask you out already. :(

xoxo,
yukik0`

Short update on how the kenko diet is going

2009-01-19T01:42:00.003+08:00

As the title says, this will be a very short update because I'm pretty tired. Assignments are starting to pile up. >.< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">received the plums but not really after dinner.. a few hours after dinner. Subsequently, I took 2 plums each day after dinner. I missed yesterday and today though because I was too lazy to munch on it ytd and I forget about it today. Lol. I shall not miss anymore of it sooo will continue taking 2 daily after dinner.

For now, the plums have been working pretty well for me. I feel I slimmed down a little and its good because I get to shat everyday. Lol. So its like more or less the toxins get out of my body everyday without fail. Love the plums. I didn't take my weight cuz the weighing machine at home is inaccurate so I didn't bother. Dear said I slimmed down too.

In conclusion, I think its pretty good and its working for me.. though I didn't lose a tremendous amount of weight on the first day, its a slower process for me.. say 2 days or so. Well, I would say if you are interested, try it for yourself.

Kenko Diet Plums

The person i collaborated with.. from the customer service of that site is pretty friendly. The usual delivery service takes 9 working days if I remember correctly. You can request from them a faster delivery service if you wanna slim down before CNY like I did. Lol. The package will arrive in 2 -3 working days if you opt for the faster delivery but expect to pay more for a faster delivery service. For the price and stuff, you can check with the customer service of the site.. they usually reply pretty fast(1 day or less).

xoxo,
yukik0`

Kenko Diet Plums

2009-01-14T00:08:00.007+08:00

I've finally gotten my plums. What a hassle. I went down to the Paya Lebar Singapore Post Center to collect it today before attending lesson at school. I've just taken 4 a couple of mins earlier.

I would say it doesn't look very appealing but doesn't taste all that bad. On the first bite, its tastes abit more powdery and sour than the regular plums but other than that it tastes quite normal. I haven't seen any effect yet (obviously..) but I thought you guys would like to look at some pictures I've got first.

I'll update on how I find the plums are once I take it for a few more days or when I have the time to. For now, here's the pictures..

The package containing the plums. The black areas are actually addresses that I wish to keep private.

The last picture is abit blury because I shaked my cam a little. Haha.. So pardon the pic because I am LAZY to retake another. Lol.

Anyway, thats all for today. Btw.. school's a b1tch because I can't skip lectures or tutorials. There are assessments that are graded every tutorial. Till next time~

P.S: Wondering if I should go for the super boring lecture on friday.

P.P.S: Baby passed his IPPT! So proud of him. ilu baby. Kisses...

xoxo,
yukik0`

Bloody Singpost

2009-01-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

Waste my money.. delivery charge paid but need to wait for don't know how long for them to deliver to me. Zz. I rather get it myself. Actually gt delivery today one. They bloody never dispatch my item and FORGET TO SEND. WTF?! If I don't call I won't even know la.

I am going down to collect it myself tomorrow. Better then waiting for a delivery date that WILL NEVER COME. CB. Make me wait like retarded like that.. never even give me a call. VERY GOOD SERVICE AR SINGPOST. =.=

yukik0`

Random

2009-01-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

Love my dear dear.. Always so sweet to me. hehe.
Spend the day with darling after school. I was really happy today because I haven't seen him for 3 days. Miss him sooo much.

Anyway, the stuff I ordered.. Kenko Diet Plums have arrived to Singapore. I missed the delivery though. It reached my home at 11+AM. I rescheduled the delivery to monday. Will let you guys know how the results actually are once I take it on monday.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Happy New Year!

2009-01-03T12:42:00.004+08:00

Okay, maybe I'm 2 days late, but it doesn't mean that I've been slacking. Had to think quite abit on what to write, gotta make this a good blog post since baby's been saying I haven't been blogging much!

Me and baby went out on Christmas Eve, but we were dead broke. Like, almost broke, rather. Was rather uneventful. We went over to City Hall, but damn, it was so empty. I was wondering where everyone was, as was baby. City Hall was almost like a ghost town, to be honest. So we decided to head over to Orchard, maybe there would be more people there.

Bad idea.

I knew it was bad news when I saw police at the MRT station. Could only mean one thing - Roadblocks. And ohmyfuckingod, it was holy roadblock batman that night. You couldn't walk anywhere without seeing police cordoning off shortcuts and malls. And the kicker was this - Ngee Ann City was totally cordoned off from the front, causing a huge crowd standstill. It was so crowded you really couldn't walk 3 feet without someone stepping on your foot, and vice versa. Baby can attest to that, her poor feet were being murdered there. So we headed off as fast as we could do Somerset MRT and from there, we counted down. Hehe baby and I drank to Christmas, but she didn't want me to drink too much. Bad baby!!!

Next up was New Year's Eve. Okay, time to spend all that money saved from not spending on Christmas! Baby looked so hot that day. Like, HOT. Those pants that she wore perfectly showed off her sexyyy legs. Mmmmm.

We went to this hotel called Allson Hotel to have dinner. If you guys wanna have a good buffet at affordable prices, this is the place to go. The food there was awesome. Soft-shelled crab was the best though, I loved it. We had a great dinner there, and we left the restaurant looking like we were selling balloons.

OMFG GHOST?!

Mmmm..good stuff.

Mmm..more good stuff.

MAGIC!

It's been a great year, 2008. To cap it off, let me compose a poem for you, Baby.

I Love You

When I look into your eyes
I see the world inside
A world that love resides
Love that only two of us could share

When you are sad
I cannot break a smile
I can only try my best
To make you happy once again

When I touch your lips
It feels like heaven
The touch of your skin
Feels so silk smooth

Our hearts beat as one
Our lives intertwined
For all that's worth
I Love You.

Happy new year!

2009-01-01T03:38:00.003+08:00

I am really very tired today. I went for countdown with dear earlier.. not exactly countdown though because I was only thinking of zzzing at that moment. Pity. I didn't have enough sleep.

Will blog more about today soon.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Anxious.. yet happy for some weird reason

2008-12-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

Thanks baby for being supportive of me.. hope you are not angry with me for quiting my job. Really cmi. I suck at technical stuff. >.< Sorry baby. Tomorrow is gonna be a big day for me. Wonder what will happen tomorrow. How I gotta tell my superiors and stuff. Holy shit~ anxiety disorder....

xoxo,
yukik0`

My virgin manicure pedicure experience

2008-12-20T23:21:00.007+08:00

Today went dating with my darling. Just some blind gadget shopping and stuff. Didn't get anything though the xfi was damn tempting to get. =X

After shopping at sls, dear suggested that I might wanna go try manicure since we have no idea where to head to and so I did. It was relaxing at the start until the 2 gals doing manicure and pedicure for me starting talking to me about the packages. Hard sales.. and I thought that will happen only facial and stuff. Zz.. Oh well.. they gave me a bunch of free stuff so I got the package anyway. It would have saved me 200 odd bucks because 1 pedicure and manicure causes 60 bucks. Taking that package would mean I save 15 bucks each time for 12 times... on top of that, they gave me some extra stuff. Can't remember what though.

Baby just sat there throughout the entire session doing finger exercise... playing psp. Lol. Love baby for helping me get out of the situation(hard sales) though I still take up the package because both baby and me love it. I love the massage and my beautiful nails after the manicure and pedicure.

Heres a picture of how the manicure turned out: (this picture doesn't really do justice to how beautiful it actually looks. =X)

Btw, I went to Jean Yip at Bugis area. The service was rather good.. but could have been better if they didn't try the hard sales method on me. Damn annoying, honestly.

Love my nails. Maybe next time go back ask them draw the nice nice flower pattern on it. :)

Oh man.. monday is almost here. ARGHH. WORK. ZZ. Nvm.. getting all this stuff is my only damn motivation to work. Not to forget save some money also. >.<

P.S: IPhone or Sumsung Omnia?

xoxo,
yukik0`

Rant

2008-12-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

Stupid security guard at my workplace.. nothing better to do. I walk pass front gate only then kana nag at early in the morning. Say what later i kana accident so must walk through the gate beside the main gate. Wtf?! Both lead to the road probably a few seconds away and thats no fucking bus around to knock me down. Not like I'm fucking blind or something. I know how to fucking cross a road. Zzz. Fucking guard. I hope he kana knock down by a lorry or a bus even for cursing me like that. Walk pass also offend him ccb.

Tml go work I gonna go through the small gate so no need to see his cb face. I hope he kana knock down or die somewhere so I don't ever have to see his face again. I really hope he reads this though its highly impossible he even know of this blog's existence. That fucking bastard. I fucking curse that asshat.

Arghh.. if only left 4 dead weapons are for real. I would just perfect my head shooting skill and freaking blow his head off for talking to me like that. Bitch.

Gonna go work tml.. TGIF though. Finally can get some proper rest and gaming tml. Love weekends.

yukik0`

I love block leave

2008-12-17T17:01:00.002+08:00

Yep, title says it all. Been enjoying my block leave/annual leave for 2 weeks. Haha I believe I'm even starting to take civilian life for granted again, but oh well, guess this is what happens when you stay dormant for too long. I'm not complaining though, because life is GOOODD.

Counting today, I've got 5 days left to go before I have to report over to my unit. Not actually a unit per se, its more like the Ministry of Defence. Haha, I got a posting there possibly to become a clerk, so NO MORE STAYING IN YO! Heard I can wear civilian clothes in there too, so to be honest I think I'm pretty pepped up. Not that I did not enjoy my BMT life, its just..not for me, ya know? I'd much rather take a civilian-style life than a military life any day of the week. Besides I can spend more time with baby now :D

But hey, enough about the army. I've been playing this spankin' new game called Left 4 Dead. Think 28 Days Later, except that the survivors are actually armed with weapons to protect themselves, and that your regular zombies can jump so high they can climb aboard containers. Notice I said 'regular' zombies yea? Well we've got special zombies in there too.

There's this dude called the smoker, he's like Mortal Kombat's Scorpion. Remember "GET OVER HERE!"? Same thing, annoying as hell. But he's not as big a problem unless he's coupled by a Hunter, which is basically the zombie version of a ninja. I swear if zombies could jump left and right across rooftops like a bloody ninja, I wouldn't mind being a zombie myself.

Of course there's 2 super boss zombies, namely the Witch and the Tank. The witch is just an emo chick minding her own business, up until when you shine a flashlight in her face or shoot her, then she gets like, super-emo and makes raping you a personal vendetta. Not cool. The Tank on the other hand, is like a unstoppable juggernaut of muscle. Fucking thing almost seems impervious to bullets I tell ya. And each time he locks onto someone, you can bet your ass he's gonna die. Either via being hammered to death, or he gets knocked back so far he flies off he building.

Oh yea, there's one last guy called the Boomer. He's got this overbloated body, and he like, walks around and pukes at people. Of course if he pukes on you that's never a good thing, because it makes you a literal zombie magnet. It's almost priceless seeing you own teammate get slimed by a horde of zombies when the Boomer pukes on him. It's really one of those "LOL" moments. Harhar.

Well I'd better get back to playing Left 4 Dead now, have zombies to kill. Laters!

Boringggg

2008-12-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

Damn bloody tired. Everyday just basically wake up at 5+ AM then go work. 5.25 AM end work, meet bf for dinner then head home play left 4 dead then sleep. It goes on like that till weekends. Zz. No time to log into WH.. hopefully my guild never boot me out lol.

Ok.. gotta sleep. Hopefully zash can blog soon or maybe I will be so over the weekend. No guarantees though. >.<

*My heart: I refuse to go to work. My brain: Need work experience and money.. must work.

My body: Needd sleep. *

xoxo,

yukik0`

2008-12-16T00:45:00.001+08:00

I fucking hate today

Work Work

2008-12-13T00:05:00.002+08:00

So far this is my 2nd day at work. All is good except damn boring lol. Super sian literally. Cuz I am still a veryyyy new staff so got no work assigned to me yet. So everyday just sit around read project documentation click here click there on my com. Damn boringggg..

The people there quite nice though. They even gave me some snacks when I was hungry. Haha. Can joke around with them also so its really nice. Except the fact I was damn bloody sleepy the 2 previous days so I kept almost dozing off due to lack of work - stimulation of my brain cells. Lol.

Baby got me a piglet.. its so adorable. Hehe. Love it so much. Now all I want for christmas is pooh and eeyore so I have a family of winnie the pooh and friends! *Hint hint baby* CRIES.. I want winnie the pooh and eeyore. Maybe I'll post up the picture of the cute little piglet baby got me today. Gotta hug it to sleep tonight. :)

TGIF! Monday blues in 1 day. T_T

xoxo,

yukik0`

WTF

2008-12-11T22:23:00.003+08:00

My god. I havent even seen my pay check and ALREADY chipped in 14 bucks for someone's birthday OF WHOM I DONT EVEN KNOW.

WTF?!

THANKS LOH. What a suay day to join. ARGH.. FUCKING PISSED. I'm like poor as heck already la. Don't even think I have enough for this month still need to chip in to some unknown guy birthday. I honestly won't even need a celebration when it is november. I honestly don't if it saves me the $14 x 9 more birthdays NEXT FUCKING YEAR. WTF!

CANNOT fucking stop cursing la. I feel my money like just got stolen and I had to do it willingly. I'm so not fucking joining in next time. NEVER. ARGHH. Unless I actually know the dude I am paying for and he/she is my buddy or smthing, I am not gonna spend a single cent on some random birthday dude. Moreover its 14 fucking bucks.

Today was superrrrr boring fyi. I had nothing to do for 10 hours and was freezing to hell. ARghh.. Tell me how bad it can get for the first day. Though people there are friendly. Really they are.. but I didn't work to spend money in advance on some stuff I DONT WANT TO FUCKING SPEND ON. If things go on like that and I am forced to join bday parties or pay for stuff I SEE NO NEED TO.. I might just not be able to take it.

Fucked up,

yukik0`

Starting work on Thursday

2008-12-09T11:07:00.005+08:00

Gonna start work on Thursday. On one hand I'm happy yet on the other I'm worried. Don't know how is it like to work in a big company. Whether its stressful or not and stuff like that. Oh well.. the starting time also clashes with baby's holiday. Siannn.. but baby will understand I know.

Sorry dear.. hope you don't mind. My weekend still can spend with you cuz weekend no work :D

Lovess.. hope today the pop thingy u helping out with wont be too tough and the guys there of higher rank won't torture you. I pray it doesn't rain today so they won't make you stand in the rain again. Thanks to them you always get sick.. Zz

You're coming back tonight! Sooo looking forward to it. Though its been only one day, I miss you like crazy already. I have like one free day with baby tomorrow before I officially start work and work my ass off till I retire.

Oh man.. the life.. Can't imagine. But I'll get money so I guess that negates all the bad stuff. Maybe baby and I can meet up after work for dinner every other day when he starts his work after being posted. Hee.

FYI: The new 2 WH careers will be up for all players today. Servers going down at 11.30 PM for Oceanic Server for update and coming back up by 1.00 AM. *I can see many new order and destruction tanks running around in tier 1 rvr* I'm a good fortune teller. You'll see. =X

Xoxo,

yukik0`

Bored

2008-12-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

I am so damn boredddddd~

ARGHH I want shopping T_T

xoxo,

yukik0`

Sucks to be me

2008-12-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

Sian, came down with a high fever on wednesday after Games Day. You'd think the SAF Core Value of "Care for Soldier" wasn't just all bullshit. Making us stand in the rain to cheer for our company while the cold wind was blowing is REAL caring. Came down with a fever of 38.5 right after that.

Got admitted into the Sickbay Friday night, my fever was burning really high. Couldn't even walk right with my brain on fire. The medics put me on drips, but hey, they neglected to tell me that the aircon's fukin cold. Couldn't sleep a wink at all. Bummer that.

Then today, finally can see baby liao, but fever didn't subside. When she arrived, my fever miraculously went down. You sure are a good nurse baby :D

After taking my meds for dinner though..I was coughing like mad. Then drowsiness set in, and I was feeling crappy as hell again. Sigh. Sorry for not being fit enough today baby..I really wanted to go out with you today. Hope I can recover tomorrow and bring you out... I love you.

Lots of love, Zash

Omg.. Wth. I got the job.

2008-12-05T12:12:00.002+08:00

Its official. I've gotten the job offer from epson. O.o Super amazed. Its like a damn big company loh. My first IT job interview so lucky kana big company. Moreover now I got the job.

Start work next thursday. I'm like feeling happy yet worried because it means that my time gonna be eaten up already. No time to spend with baby. Nvm. Don't worry babe. No matter how busy I am next time, I will make time for you then we can go on dates still :) I think if I work now it'll also be good.. because in the future I am still gotta work till I retire. VERY SAD LIFE RIGHT? lol. But its gotta be the same for baby.

Babe.. you knew I could do it and I did! Hehe.. I bet you are proud of me :)

Baby.. I love you for being supportive of me no matter what I choose. I'll be the same for you too. I miss you sooooooo much! So glad you are coming back tomorrow and I don't need to send you back to that island again! Love you dear.

xoxo,

yukik0`

WOOHOO! Time to relax!

2008-12-04T15:04:00.003+08:00

Interview's over.. exam's over. Whats not to like? :) So damn happy finally can take a break. Oh and christmas is coming.. new year too. Love december because its an excuse to look pretty which means buy clothes, shoes and everything nice! hehe.. I'm so evil.

2 more days to baby's bookout.. so long loh. SIGH. Anyway, today's interview was soso. It was like taking a exam paper as I expected.. only worse. I had like 2 ppl staring at me while I was doing the questions. Oh man.. imagine the stress. Haha. It didn't turn out to be so bad though other than the fact that I am freaking tired today and my feet is swollen because of new heels. ARGHH.. I need to get more comfortable yet pretty heels.

Tried my best for the interview. If I don't get selected, I doubt I gonna look for another job. I rather spend the effort on studying well instead. Already tried for a couple of months.

Baby.. I miss you sooooooo much. Wish you were here. Nvm.. I shall tahan 2 more days then go pick you up on saturday. :) Lovesss..

I'll be playing shadow warrior today on WH. Seeing baby's shadow warrior makes me jealous. Sooo.. I gotta try it out instead of playing white lion.

xoxo,

yukik0`

1 Exam down~

2008-12-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

FINALLY.. my school exam is over. Now I can relax.. abit. Got another one up on thursday. That one is for the interview. I'm not so worried now though. :D

Anyway I wanna go shopping soon.. but baby won't be back till most likely saturday. His poc most likely changed to next tuesday also. ZZZ. It was supposed to be friday. Oh well.. nvm. After he pass out got 1.5 weeks of holiday.. so I'm fine with that although I miss him alot right now.

Anyone interested in a shopping spree? :) I'm probably gonna visit this store soon. They've got some really great stuff. Eye makeup all that =X Gotta do some clothes shopping soon too. X'mas is coming. I wish I had my own santa.. so I can get pretty clothes and sexy heels for free. *wishful thinking*

3 days to baby's bookout. Looking forward!

xoxo,
yukik0`

OMGOMG

2008-12-01T10:41:00.002+08:00

I got selected for interview with epson company. OMG~! WTH i am anxious like fuck. TWO EXAMS TML WTF. Exam with epson then school exam. I am so dead literally. Hopefully there won't be much competition which I doubt will be possible. lol.

Mixed feelings right now~ need to revise ASP.NET again. >.< *CRIES*

Baby.. how?! Wish you were here.. to share my mixed feelings with me. I hope I get the job and pray to god that the interview would not be tough.. the exams as well.

Gotta go get clothes later.. maybe shoes also. Need to get office wear loh. DAMN RUSHED LA. Need to study for 2 exams by today then somemore need to go out later. I need better time management.

OK.. back to studying >.<

Love,

yukik0`

Mmmm, nothing's than a weekend with baby

2008-11-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

Whew, what a week. Bloody NS confined us for 11 days in a row, because ranged and field camp were to happen consecutively after each other, leading me to not see baby for soooo long. I missed you so much during that time baby.. can't describe how happy I felt to see you again on Thursday.

On thursday, right after I booked out, baby accompanied me and my friends to eat Fish and Co. Hehe sorry for dragging you along baby, I just had some super craving for it. Was worth it though, since its been a long time when we had Fish and Co together. The gathering almost didn't happen though, thanks to Song De humping JiaHui while he was signing the Armskote book, almost causing JiaHui to be confined on bookout day, great going dude.

Friday was a great day out. Baby came over in the morning with WANTON MEE!!! AND WAFFLES!! OMFG!! I tell you I literally snapped awake when I smelt the food. Awesome's the word, I swear. We had breakfast together, then after that we headed out for baby's interview. I hope you get the job baby, would be a great stepping stone imo. But if it'll affect your studies, then best don't. But however you choose, I'll always be 110% behind you :)

After that, we headed over to Sitex. Damn, it's been a helluva long time since I last seen a congregation of electronics and gadgets. It was almost orgasmic I tell you. I was planning to buy a Creative Zen Vision that day but ummm... I got like, severely sidetracked. You see, there's this little gizmo called the 9800 GTX. At 249. Bloody cheap. It was like God decided to implant thoughts of desire in my mind, causing the Zen to be pushed out of my psyche. And I ended up buying the 9800 GTX. Yay. It's so hawt.

I'll be passing out next Friday I heard, can't be happier. Can finally give baby the time she deserves, after waiting so long for me. Thanks baby, you're the best! I'll give you a good time after passing out, I promise. You've always been supporting me since going into NS, and for that I love you many many much much. Muackz

Love, Zash

Baby is back~! (Completely Random Thoughts)

2008-11-29T00:02:00.004+08:00

So damn happy~ spend the entire day with baby today. Went to siteX and also did some shopping. I went for some job interview thingy. Not sure if I will be selected for a 2nd interview though.

On another note, baby got a new pimp graphics card. Glad it fits into his cpu. He was so worried earlier that if he buys it and it doesn't fit. Unfounded worries.. my dear =X

Hee~ baby gonna poc on next friday as well. I am so looking forward to it! After that, he finally complete his bmt. So proud of him :)

I'm so looking forward to baby's next post.

Exam's next tuesday~ bleah. HATE EXAMS!

Anyway, I'm damn tired today so I shall keep this post short. Wake up so early >.<

Thats all for today's post I guess. Completely random. Lol. Till next time~ cyas.

With Love,

yukik0`

Wonder what happen

2008-11-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

I wonder what happen to dear.. he hasn't called me today. I'm thinking he probably doesn't have the time.. and I hope its that. Sighh.. baby I miss you. Hopefully you can call me tomorrow.

2 days till baby's bookout. I can't wait. Missed him so much~

Edit 1210AM: baby just called me awhile ago. hee. I'm so proud of him.. he passed his ranged and field camp! loves baby. you're the best~ *hugs*

xoxo,

yukik0`

Relieved

2008-11-22T16:31:00.002+08:00

Finally, assignment 2 is submitted. Slept at 5 last night to rush out the work but turn out that something crappy came out during presentation: a exception/error. Wtfman.. the stupid school computer doesn't allow me to change the date.

My desktop has the date of the format(dd/mm/yyyy) but the school's desktop has the date of the format(mm/dd/yyyy)... thus the error. Zzz.. Damn f-up. I knew at the last minute that documentation is required for the assignment as well. I know that only when I reach school. BLEAH. Rush out the work in 1 hour.. documentation has 160 pages(source code and eer diagram). Anyway, its over so I can't be bothered with it already.

I'm damn freaking tired right now. Think I'm gonna take a well deserved nap for the effort I put into my assignment.

P.S baby: I worked hard baby.. Now it depends on what marks the lecturer want to give me. Hopefully its good(distinction I hope). Haha. Miss you baby. 5 days till I can see you again. Bring me shopping when you are back k? I wanna buy new clothes, shoes and sunglasses. Haha. Loves..

xoxo,

yukik0`

Long night..

2008-11-21T00:35:00.002+08:00

Gotta have a long night today.. probably not gonna sleep anytime soon till I finish up to my objective for my assignment today. It totally sucks. I'm tired as heck right now.. been working on my assignment since I woke up.

Anyway, I got dragged to see a doctor earlier because dad said I was coughing too long and I need to see a doctor. Well.. he's right. I didn't want to go at first because I felt weak and tired. Moreover, I need to complete my assignment. He insisted.. turn out that I had a mild lung infection. I don't know the medical term for it because its a damn complicated term.

I was given lots of meds to take. Bleah.. hate taking meds and yet I've been taking them since around 2 weeks ago. I'm still coughing alot though.. arghh. Baby called me earlier telling me he'll see a doctor tomorrow. Well, he better.. He's been coughing lately also.. I don't want him to end up like me.

Time passes so fast that I didn't tomorrow is my assignment due date. WTF MAN.. so fast. After saturday, I'll finally be able to catch up on those lost free time. Hopefully I'll get well by then.

Gotta get back to doing my assignment now~

xoxo,

yukik0`

babe.. miss you so~ 6 days!

Entire day on assignment.. again

2008-11-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

sad.. Woke up at 7.30AM because of blocked nose then work on my assignment from that time till around 5 mins ago. Now, I'm gonna sleep when my hair dries. No time for leisure! Baby.. I need some motivation.. Arghh.. I need baby's encouragement. *cries*

*run off*

*EMO*

xoxo,

yukik0`

The start of "heavy metal" event, warhammer

2008-11-18T10:37:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. I gotta finish my work fast and reach my target for today QUICK! I cannot miss the "heavy metal" event~!

"Heavy Metal" Event

Gtg get to work.. damn the stupid assignment >.<

9 days till you are back, baby~! Loves..

xoxo,

yukik0`

No life

2008-11-18T00:02:00.003+08:00

I wonder how it will be like if I am on a full time degree course. I already have "no life" now. What I do daily now is basically wake up, eat breakfast, do my damn programming assignment, eat lunch, do my damn programming assignment, eat dinner, do my damn programming assignment and sleep. I don't even have time for games because I don't have free time at all.. except for occasional bio-breaks but thats about it.

Damn no life right? I think it'll be worse if I have a job. I'll probably be a walking zombie. Nevertheless, I am still looking for one. Shopping therapy requires cash. Lots of it. Bleah..

Baby is having his outfield camp right now till thursday. I bet he will make it because he's strong! =X

Anyway, I'm off to my next scheduled task: sleep and probably dream that I have some life by dreaming that I am going on a shopping therapy with baby. Till next time~ ciao!

P.s to baby: Baby.. I miss you so. 9 days~! xoxo baby.

Love,

yukik0`

Yesterday..

2008-11-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

I'll be keeping this short because I'm rather tired today. Woke up damn early and didn't have enough sleep.

YTD:
Met baby at around 6 P.M ytd.. initially planned to meet at 3P.M. Turn out that baby needed to keep his family and relatives company. Oh well.

When we met, baby decided to bring me to food safari first.. at suntec because I was hungry =X The food safari was great. Baby and I bought quite a number of snacks in small portions to taste. We had crab meat soup, shark fin's soup, high grade choco, honey and baby even ate a extra fried durian. It was pretty oily though so I didn't like it. Baby was really sweet to me throughout. hee..

After food safari, we head over down to the flyer. We got the tickets first then head for dinner before proceeding for the ride. The ride was spectacular. It was beautiful. Though I think it wouldn't be worth it for 30 bucks to watch it with friends. Going on the flyer with baby makes it all worthwhile.. because its pretty romantic especially with baby there.

Both of us loved the ride. I forgot to mention that the present baby gave me broke ytd! I was so upset. The thing just fell off its attachment. The glue wasn't enough I guess. Baby was so sweet though.. he wasn't angry at me. Instead, he brought me to the shop he bought the present and ask them to make a new one for me. Love you baby.

Anyway, after the ride, we just hang around the area.. watch some performance then went home at around 10+ near 11 PM. We were suppose to be out till midnight but both of us were tired so we took a cab back home. =X

Gotta go do abit of my assignment now if I'm not too tired to think.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Short but precious meeting with baby

2008-11-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

Went to food fair first then to flyer. It was a short yet memorable and precious meeting with baby because he is heading back to camp tomorrow and won't be back till 4th December. *cries* We took a photo at the flyer as well.. expensive though.. its like 25 bucks for 2 copies.

Anyway, I'm tired as heck now. I'm just waiting for baby to reach back home and then I'm gonna shower and sleep.

I'll miss baby.

p.s: Enjoyed every single moment with u today babe. I appreciate it that you rush down and meet me even when you have to entertain your family and relatives and even when you are tired. I love you.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Wooo back

2008-11-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

I'm back after a grueling 3rd week in BMTC2. Damn it feels great. The roads, cars, CIVILIANS, like, oh my god. I can get to see baby again too!! I missed her so much this week, because I was still recovering from my stomach flu on the first day, so I called her at night and told her about it. She kept me going and told me not to force myself. Thankfully I didn't, or else god knows what might've happened. Thanks babe :)

Tomorrow I'm gonna go out with my parents for their 30th anniversary. How sweet, maybe for our anniversary I could plan a vacation or something eh baby? Maybe a luxury cruise or something, I don't know. Hehe. Lookin forward to spending tomorrow with you, oughta make up for last week's saturday. Flyer, here we come!!!!

Lotsa love for you, Krezash

Muackz.

OMFG

2008-11-14T00:46:00.003+08:00

omg I cannot believe it. I spend so many hours of my time today figuring out what kind of mistake I make that caused my application not to update my database. It turned out to be this epic line of code that I missed out: bndCust.EndEdit().

The moment I figure it out I felt several emotions.. namely happiness, wtfness, lolness and so on.. Lol. I was so pissed with myself that I wasted so many hours figuring out that shit. OMFG I wish I have a simpler mind so I won't waste time thinking too deep into the matter. Pfft.. this is really wtfness and lolness to the max.

Anyway, baby is booking out tomorrow! yays! Gonna meet him only on saturday though. Hee. Thank god for my assignment.. because of it, time seems to fly pass to meeting baby.

Gotta sleep now. Cyas.

To Baby: When you read this pls don't laugh at me k? >.< I think I did too much work earlier so I got brain block. Btw, I'm so excited about our meeting on saturday. Love you babe.. get well soon! *xoxo & hugs*

love,
yukik0`

Updates on Me..

2008-11-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

Turn out that yesterday, I did not go and see a doctor. Instead, I took woods medicine for coughing. Its damn good.. I cough significantly lesser now. hee. Anyway, baby just gave me a call. He just came back from outfield training. Love baby lots because no matter how busy he is, he always call me when he have admin time.

Anyway, I did a little of my assignment already. I shall leave the rest of the brainstorming to tomorrow. Gotta make up for my loss of WH playtime due to assignment. >.<

Its 2 more days to baby's bookout. I can't wait! Miss him so much~

love,
yukik0`

Arghh.. vomit blood

2008-11-11T15:39:00.005+08:00

Do my damn assignment till I wanna vomit blood. Been at 1 vb page for so long because I'm not used to doing it a different way but I have no choice because lecturer wants it done this way. >.<

Anyway, I'm gonna see a doc later on. I've been coughing like crazy for a week + and I feel like crap every morning because usually when I wake up, my nose is blocked and my throat feels horrible.

Oh and btw, I sent my resume to a couple of companies.. sigh. I don't have working experience as a IT professional so its pretty hard to find a job though I am highly confident that I am capable of the programming work. Currently waiting for news from a couple of companies still. >.<

Gotta go back to working on that stupid problem I faced on my work then gotta play WH in awhile.. maybe 4.15P.M.

P.S to dear: Babe.. I did listen to you because I gonna see a doc later. *kisses* Jia you.. my dear.

Love,
yukik0`

And so it begins~

2008-11-10T16:13:00.003+08:00

Assignment 2 for me that is. Pfft. Hate doing assignments.. but on another hand, it helps me pass time till baby is back on friday. I'm still looking for a job.. no news yet though >.<

Hopefully can get one soon so I got the money to spend and save of cuz. lol. Anyway, baby is not feeling well.. he gave me a call earlier saying his stomach still aches. Damn the stupid stomach flu virus. Arghh..

Hugs baby. In camp yet still call me to show me concern to see if my cough has gotten better. I feel better baby. Not to worry. So sweet of him really. hee. *kisses for my babe*

I gotta continue my assignment now. Bleah.. heading to school later though I don't feel like going. zzz. Nvm.. If theres nothing to do later, I'll just head home. =X

Edit 9.16 P.M: Arghh.. bloody hell. Went to school then realise no class. Suayness~

Love,
yukik0`

I miss you so..

2008-11-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

Baby.. I miss you so much. Though I can't express my feelings earlier of how touched I was after reading your post earlier. I wanna let you know still by writing it here.. so you can read it when you are back on friday.

I love you baby and you are my one and only too. I'm looking forward to your next bookout like I always have. I promise I will take care of myself and work hard. I'll give you my support no matter what k? Soo.. do your best and don't give up but don't overstrain yourself while you are at it.

The ring is a reminder of my love for you babe.

I'll see you when you bookout.

Love,
yukik0`

Damn.

2008-11-09T08:59:00.002+08:00

Hey baby, if you're reading this, I just want you to know how sorry I am for ruining your supposed birthday celebration. Of all the times to get the stomach flu it had to happen today :(

I promise to make it up to you next week, bar rain or shine. I've missed you so much during confinement week, and you really made my time in BMT more bearable. If not for you, getting through those 2 weeks would have been absolute torture. You are my strength, and my pillar of support.

I love you baby, you ARE the One.

Love, Krezash

Poor baby

2008-11-08T15:22:00.001+08:00

Baby kana food poisoning! I think he got it from eating his camp food. Not cfm yet though but most likely.. because we ate the same stuff after that and nothing is wrong with me. >.< Wish baby would get better later. I really wanna spend some time with him today.. before he disappear for 5 days back to tekong again. *cries*

Baby.. get well soon!

Edit: Brought baby to a doc already. Doctor say he's got stomach flu. Poor boy. Wish I could share his pain. Watching him in pain today and not being able to do anything about it pains me too. Today's plans are a goner. Didn't enjoy it. I was coughing so hard and baby was in pain as well *cries*

Love,
yukik0`

I'm a happy girl today!

2008-11-07T11:51:00.003+08:00

Best birthday ever~ My pre birthday wish came true because baby is coming back today! I'm meeting him at 5PM later. Whoever who made this decision to let baby platoon off on friday is super nice. Hee.

I'm sure I'm the happiest girl in the world right now. Btw, I'm making some sushi for my baby and friends later. Hopefully it'll be a success. Wish me luck!

Love,
yukik0`

Obama wins the election!

2008-11-05T21:27:00.001+08:00

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/11/05/world.reaction/index.html

love,
yukik0`

2 Nov: Big Walk On Water

2008-11-04T10:44:00.011+08:00

I woke up at 5.45AM that day after around 3 hours of sleep i think. It sucks really. I was so damn sleepy. Anyway, took some bread while on the way there with my family on my dad's car. It was around a 30 mins trip.

The starting point was at Suntec City: Fountain of Wealth so we made our way there when we reach Suntec. There was alot of people and by alot I mean like right infront of me there were more than a few hundred. From what I know, 20k people turn up that day. Anyway, we reach 15 mins early so we just waited for the start of big walk.

Finally, it started in 15 mins.. 7.30 AM. It was crazy. Most of the people rush forward. Lucky my family and I didn't. Lol. Don't want to end up so close to others until we're smelling someone else's perspire.

Soo.. we started off walking on normal routes.. until some idiots decided to lead the "way/shortcut" to muddy paths or grass patches. It was all fine until my brother decided to follow which means the rest of us must follow. It was a wtf moment. Honestly, other than this.. another thing memorable is my brother's whining like "When are we reaching? Are we there yet? Tired la. rest one min" that kindda shit. It was bad enough having to walk on muddy areas and I have to listen to his whining from mid way to the finish line. Bleah.

Remind me never to go on big walk again if my brother is there. lol.

Anyway, around 10+ 11 AM i think, we finally reach the finishing line. Pardon the edited grass patches. Its to cover those ppl faces lol.

Guess what I did before reaching the finishing line. Taking pictures! haha.

I met Ronald McDonalds on the way to the finish line too. Of course its the fake one. =/

We waited for another 1 hr + for transport back to Suntec and for the goodie bag. I would say the wait was totally not worth it. The queue was crazy for both the goodie bag and transport. Bleah.

After the long wait for transport under the scorching sun, we boarded the bus and headed back to Suntec City Convention. It was a 15 mins ride I think.. I fell asleep so I'm not really sure of the time. On alighting the bus I saw these really cute performers.

They even do the "victory" handsign for me to take a picture. Haha.. but too bad they were too slow or I captured the picture too fast. lol. Anyway, we didn't take the 2nd goodie bag because the queue was too long.. and I don't have the patience to wait for it. We went for lunch at empire restaurant or something later then went home.

On reaching home, I started doing my damn assignment. lol.

These are the goodie bag contents.. pictures and text taken from ntuc website.

We got this but didn't get the Suntec goodie bag.

Redeem this goodie bag at the Marina Barrage at the end of your walk.

The bag contains:

Two sample packs of Jacobs Sachet Biscuits or Cream Crackers
One 500ml FairPrice pure drinking water
One South Africa Fuji orange or apple
One packet of Fisherman lozenges
One FairPrice chilli sauce with black beans, chilli radish strips or Korean kimchi
One packet FairPrice pocket tissue
One 30ml Lifebuoy body wash
One 25ml Rexona roll-on
An aluminium water bottle from PUB
A copy of PUB’s Pure magazine
A bottle of NEWater

All these, in a NTUC FairPrice Love Nature bag which you can use for your next grocery shopping.

Suntec City Mall goodie bag

Redeem this goodie bag at Suntec City Mall, after you return from Marina Barrage after the Big Walk.

The bag contains:

A sports towel
A True Fitness 7-day pass
A Suntec City Mall booklet which offers up to 50 per cent discount in over 30 stores.
These include Topshop/Topman, The Northface, Schu, Springfield/Promod, Maui Wowi, Ecco, Harris Bookstore, Toys R Us, Aussino, hair salons Icon by Shunji Matsuo and salon4hair, and Hollywood Nails.
Also look out for deals from Sizzler, PastaMania, Donut Factory, Chen Fu Ji Noodle House, and other F&B outlets.
Or catch a movie at Eng Wah Cinemas, at a special $8 price per ticket, with a minimum of four tickets purchased.

Gotta go WH finally after absence from it for so long due to assignment. So long..

xoxo,
yukik0`

1 Nov: Shopping Therapy

2008-11-03T22:49:00.013+08:00

Shopping in the first time in ages! Met up with momo at around 2.30PM if i remember correctly.

After which, we went to far east shopping center and amazingly, I found tons of stuff that I liked. For a moment there, I wished I had more money but I dont T_T
Anyway, we made rounds around the shopping center.. from level 1 to 3/4 i think then back down and back up again to find the stuff I need for my bday celebration. Hee. Weird right? My bday I still need to prepare.

Had lots of fun with momo there. She bought LOTSS of stuff like me. I think that day I spend a whooping 100+ 200 bucks. Epic. Just 4 hours of shopping. We took a break midway shopping and had some food at a dessert shop at far east. Yummy~

Oh and btw.. some pictures from that day including pictures of our HUGE buys.

One of my proud purchase: Pretty bag.

Thats all for this post. My experience on "Big Walk On Water" post should be up tomorrow. Way past my sleeping time already. Soo.. gotta go shower and sleep.

P.S to dear: Sorry about today. My battery just went flat. Tried to rush home to call you but you were already sleeping. Love you dear.

Love,
yukik0`

Pictures are ready for next blogpost.

2008-11-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

I got yesterday pictures and today pictures ready for blogging.. but I must complete my work first before I blog. Sooo.. patiently wait for my upcoming blogpost. Haha. Anyway, I think I will be blogging abit later.

Edit: 8.47 PM - Doubt I can blog today. Feeling unwell probably due to lack of sleep i hope. I think I gotta go sleep in abit.. maybe 9.30 PM or so. Hopefully can get well after taking a rest.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Big Walk Tomorrow/Later

2008-11-02T01:52:00.001+08:00

Freaking tired to blog today. I went shopping for quite sometime with momo at far east shopping center. Will be posting about those as soon as I get the pictures ready and stuff.

Gotta rest now.. going to big walk later with family so I gotta wake up at 5.45am. Bleah.. time for my beauty sleep.

Love,
yukik0`

Halloween in Warhammer Online!

2008-10-31T15:52:00.006+08:00

The live event started 2 days ago.. if I remember correctly and lasts to 5 November. For the event, I actually needed to explore abit to find the mobs for the PQ(Public Quest) to get items unique for this event only. Turns out that some guy was discussing it on regional chat and I found the location based on what the guy said. Haha.

Anyway, it was great fun. How I wish I could like dedicate all my time to WH to get all the items for this event as well as get another set for baby. Sadly, after I am done blogging, I gotta go back to doing my assignment abit then head to school. Zz.

The items that are offered for this event is cool especially the cloaks! Super nice cloaks but its a elite level reward if I remember correctly which makes it super hard to get. I think I can only get those if I sit down on my chair and grind PQ the entire day which in this case, I do not have the patience nor time to do so. Who knows if I finish my assignment early today, I might actually start grinding.

Having said so much, heres a link to the event itself and some pictures from the website if you are too lazy to click on the link. (Click to enlarge the pictures for a larger view of it)

Warhammer Witching Night

Masks and cloaks offered that are exclusive to this event.

Tempted to join Warhammer already if you haven't? =D

xoxo,
yukik0`

pfft.

2008-10-30T18:02:00.003+08:00

Baby boy will be free only for 1 day every week till his 7 week bmt is over. Zzz. I gonna die of lovesick soon. Thankfully, today I am damn tired.. all thanks to my new "neighbour" upstairs. Drilling don't know what shit the entire day so I woke up at 10+ am. Lack of sleep man.

However, it is good that way also so I'll be too damn tired to be sad or what. Haha. Baby read this cannot scold me k? Not my fault I never sleep enough >.<

Anyway, I forcefully did abit of my assignment today. Actually only got 1 function to work. I'm too damn tired to think more. I think I might just fall asleep on my desk if I do anymore thinking. Haha.

Baby called me a few minutes ago.. telling me today he learn first aid. If next time anything happen, my dear boy can save me. *dreamy eyes* hee. He seemed really energetic too which is a good thing. So happy to hear his voice.

Baby is gonna call me later tonight again. Be looking forward to it. Miss him!

I really hope his commander will allow them to book in on monday morning or something instead of sunday night. Otherwise, I won't even have one entire day with him which is like so cruel because I wanna spend my bday with him. T_T

xoxo,
yukik0`

Reminder: 8 days countdown excluding today. Can't wait.

Absence makes the heart grows fonder

2008-10-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

Apparently, he is booking out on saturday afternoon on 8th nov. Zzz. Sucks man... Kindda disappointed to hear the news. Just because of the 1 day book out on the public holiday, some people very kiam siap(stingy).. like that also count then baby sat book out sun book in instead of friday night book out monday night book in. Hopefully that will change otherwise my bday celebration gonna take a toll on baby's rest time during book out and also cut my time spent with baby like dont know what. EVEN ON MY BDAY. Zzz.

Wish some people will be kind enough so I will have more time with babe. Its already bad enough on my birthday gt presentation and babe can't book out. Don't tell me postpone one day also cannot have one full day with my dear. OMG STINGY MAN. =.=

Anyway, tired as hack now.. too tired to do assignment also. Sooo.. I'll leave that to tomorrow.
Baby called me at 10.42pm earlier. His night training lasted way longer than expected so his sleeptime was changed to 10.45pm. Poor baby. Hope he gets enough rest. I rush back home so I can answer babe's call at home otherwise outside very noisy. Miss baby so much. Love sick.

Nowadays, everyday I will also think of baby and miss him. My daily goal is to wait for my dear's call. SAD right? ahaha

Gtg. WH time.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Note for dear: Just got reminded that all along I wanted to tell you that I love you and Jay chou is only my idol loh. No need to be jealous of him. =)

Tired me

2008-10-29T02:25:00.003+08:00

Damn tired today.. been doing my assignment for the entire day till ard 11pm. I have only gotten 2 functions to work so far and there is lots more to go. While baby is training hard in NS, I am working hard also k? haha.

Anyway, I miss baby like crazy. I happen to hear "Don't wanna miss a thing" earlier on Perfect 10 and thought of baby. I think every other thing also remind me of him anyway. =/

I'm playing WH right now for abit and heading to sleep at 3 am. Don't wanna sleep too late or else baby will be worried about me or scared that I have not enough sleep if he reads this when he book out.

Today is day 2 since baby's book in. Another 10 more days to go. Jia you my dear boy.. I also must jia you without you by my side. No one to nag at me to do work T_T hee I'm just kidding.

Alright, gonna go back to WH now. Cyas all.

xoxo,
yukik0`

missing my babe lots!

Baby's new hairstyle

2008-10-27T23:52:00.009+08:00

Note: Technically I haven't slept yet so its still monday to me fyi.

Yesterday was the first time I saw baby's new hairstyle. He was soooo cutee. Love his botak hairstyle especially when he is wearing his NS cap. Haha.

-Yesterday-
I went to pick him up at Pasir Ris on his bookout day(ytd). He was like a different person though. I don't really like it when he is super serious and all. Didn't dare to talk to him. Fierce baby. =X

Anyway, I went to his house on that day to keep him company for abit then went home to celebrate mommy's bday. I got mommy a phone book because hers was like so old, torn and tattered. She was quite happy with the present. =)

-Today-
I went to baby's house this afternoon to keep him company because he'll be going to ns for 11 days before being able to book out. T_T
Anyway, after staying for abit, baby gotta go get ready to leave home for camp. I took some pictures while he was at it. hee.

So.. here goes.

My cute baby playing WH while he has the time.

Me taking a random pic through the mirror so baby didn't know.

Baby in uniform staring at his pc.

My smart-looking boy.

Baby book back into his camp already. He gave me a call earlier at 10.27 pm to say good night to me. So sweet of him.. so many things to do but still remember to call me. Lights out was at 10.30 pm so we didn't talk much.

I'm sure I am gonna miss him alot this few days but I bet my assignment is gonna keep me busy during this time. I totally hate doing prototype with a passion. Anyway, the day baby is booking out = my assignment due date = my birthday.. sucks right? zzz.

Kisses my dear boy.

P.S: I'll be missing you babe. Looking forward to seeing you again in 11 days. Gonna countdown to it. Muacks.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Suayness

2008-10-26T13:58:00.004+08:00

Arghh the assignment due date lands on my BDAY LOH. WTF?!

It was originally due a week earlier and some asshat decided to change the due date to my bday and I HAVE TO GO BACK FOR PRESENTATION on that day. WTF MANNNN.. Damn suay la. Now I have to inform baby about it. Don't know if he'll be angry with me anot.

I tried to contact my lecturer about it but this kindda reason how to submit for special consideration to make it earlier. zzzz.. Wish that asshat decided to change it to 5th nov or something instead of 7th. PFFT.

Damn angry now. Baby's bookout date is like on the 6th nov evening. I hope he is free on the 8th or something. Late bday celebration better than none. ARGHH

EDIT: 4 hours to meeting my babe. Excited and happy! Got a mystery present for him later. hee. I bet he will like it.

love,
yukik0`

Yay!

2008-10-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

Baby booking out tml evening. happys! =)
I miss baby thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss x 1000000000000 much.

yukik0`

Bad

2008-10-24T23:05:00.006+08:00

I feel horrid without u by my side babe. wish you were here.

Nothing taste nice without u.
No online game is nice.. hack I log on to warhammer and don't know what to do.
I can't smile without you.
On the ferry there with you, I didn't feel sea-sick. However, on the way back, alone, somehow I felt sea-sick. I don't know if its because you left me this afternoon but I've got a feeling it is.

And all this because of the BAD feeling of u leaving me this afternoon.

Its only been one short day but it seems like forever.
Reality hit me please. I need to get busy.

Still, I wish you were here.

Edit: Super emo earlier. I'm fine now. Been thinking too much. Don't worry babe.

love,
yukik0`

Emotional trip: Sending baby off to NS

2008-10-24T14:39:00.006+08:00

He kept it a secret from me that he blogged until this morning.
Weird isn't it. The first thing I do when I reach home was to logon to my computer and read this blog to see what baby had posted and the moment I read it, I cried for some goddamn reason. I feel sad really. No idea why. Just kindda emotional throughout the entire of today. Many times I want to cry but held it in until I'm back home.

Just a few hours have gone pass and I miss him already. This is day 1 without baby around me. Not all that bad. I just feel worried about him being in NS though. Afraid the training is too tough for him or if he will get injured or something. Arghh. So many things on my mind.

-The emotional trip- (Recap on the entire day's journey.)
The day started off with me waking up near 6 A.M. Got ready to leave home then got some macdonald's breakfast before heading to baby's home to wait for him. On the way there, on my dad's car, I was having all kinds of mixed feelings (a combination of sadness, unwillingness and all sorts of negative emotions). I wish the time will never come.. really.

Anyway, I got 2 hashbrowns for him as well because when we usually eat mac breakfast, he would always eat 2 hashbrowns along with his meal. When I got to his house, he told me he alrd eaten. So the 2 hashbrown - 1 to his sister, the other to his mom.

So off we (baby's family and me) go on dear's dad car to whitesands area to take several arranged transports to dear's camp. It was a long trip. Took a bus down to the jetty area and then a boat to tekong.

Dear had to leave on reaching the island. Visitors one exit, recruits another. I thought that was the last time I'll see him until 2 weeks later.

After leaving him, me and his family continued on to some tour around the schools as well as a brief-through presentation of what equipments will be given to them. We took a look through the camp area and even the bunk area. Not bad I would say.. just hope he can get used to it.

Following the tour and the presentation, his family and me were told to wait at the canteen as the organisers were preparing the hall for the oath taking ceremony cum presentation about ns life. It was a long wait but was worth it because I get to see my dear again! I was looking out for him the entire time.

During the presentation, the guy on stage was like saying baby has got 9.30 to 10.30 pm free tonight and made the recruits promise to call their mom before their gfs. haha.

After the ceremony cum presentation, I looked around for dear. All the recruits were like queued up in a row outside. I feel as if I was picking my presents. I found mine eventually which obviously is my dear and we went for dinner. Dinner with baby, his friend and family.

It lasted around 30 mins to 1 hour. Not a really long time but seeing him made me happy. The announcement then came asking parents to bid their sons farewell and so baby kissed me goodbye.

Baby's family and I as well as his friend then took back the ferry then bus back to whitesands shopping center. Baby's family send me back home and I fell asleep in the car considering I only slept for 1.5 hours earlier. It was really nice of dear's parents to send me back. Appreciated it.
-End-

The good news is that baby is booking out on sunday because of public holiday and booking back in on monday. Yays! I've got 1 day to meet him before he will be gone for another 1 week or so till my birthday T_T

I'm gonna blog as often as I can so baby know what I've been up to while hes slogging out at NS. Dear is gonna work hard so am I. I will try to get a distinction or high distinction for my modules.

The "package" the ns guys gave out during the journey.
Consists of a water bottle, a packet of tissue, a packet of biscuit and a pen.

Thats the only picture I got because no pictures are allowed in camp. Oh well.
Till next time.

Msg to dear: Jia you k? I will too. We must work hard together. Loves.

xoxo,
yukik0`

It's time.

2008-10-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

Yup, tomorrow is the day of reckoning. The day that I will leave civilian life for 2 years and assume the role of an army personnel. Man, I wish this day would never come, but hey, a guy's gotta turn into a man someday, might as well be now.

I'm gonna miss baby for sure when I go in. Heck, this is gonna be tough without her for 2 weeks. Least I can message her at night before I sleep. Would make getting by the 2 weeks somewhat easier I guess. Well when I get out, I'm gonna give baby a good birthday. To be honest I'm not quite sure how it'll go. Lots of things are still sketchy at best, just hope it'll all go well. *crosses fingers*

I'll be upfront about this: I'm gonna fucking hate life there. Waking up when the sky's dark, having to eat breakfast, damn. It's like a fucking nightmare where you can't wake up from for 2 years. When I ORD, I must make sure I can carry Baby. :D:D:D

The results of yesterday's work marathon: Epic

2008-10-23T13:26:00.003+08:00

8 hours of work + 6 hours of sleep = 18 pages of work done.

That is the amount of work done that I would usually take a couple of days to finish. The power of motivation. But of course, my motivation comes from wanting to accompany baby when he is awake. He is about to go to NS tomorrow thats why. I'm sure I'm gonna miss him alot.

There is definitely much more work to be done for my assignment. Maybe another 82437826483742 pages to go. Ok.. I'm kidding but the part with the 'much more work' is no joke. I like my work to be perfecto.

Anyway, hopefully baby will blog today as well. Let me see how he feels before he go to NS and poof for 2 weeks. I hope that he is able to handle the grueling training in NS or so I heard.

Gotta go take my lunch now. Cya guys.

xoxo,
yukik0`

The fight with time

2008-10-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today was a total fight with time. Keep forgetting this and that when about to leave for school.

On another note, the marathon to complete as much as possible for my assignment begins.. after I finish blogging of course. I want to finish the assignment today or at least as much as I can so I can spend my entire day tomorrow with my dear. Decided not to sleep today to complete the stuff. I wonder if I am able to take it. lol.

Anyway, my dear boy is asleep right now. He is trying to get used to the 10-5 timing in NS before actually entering NS. Oh well, this means I've got until around 5 to do as much as I can so I'm gonna keep this real short.

Gotta do my assignment while listening to Jay Chou's new songs to keep my stress level at a manageble level.

Here's a video to watch for fun. Nothing scary.. no worries.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Baby's cooking

2008-10-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

is absolutely fabulous. Wish I took a picture of it before I gobbled it all up. He whipped up a bowl of noodles for me with gravy, veg and meat. Words really cannot justify how good it is!

Ok.. baby must be flying up to the sky now because he is too happy when he reads this post.

Anyway, 2 more days to ns for him. There goes my moral support all these years for two weeks. Sad.

xoxo,
yukik0`

5 days left.

2008-10-20T16:17:00.002+08:00

Well, the week has arrived. I have less than 5 days left till I enter the army. Not sure what to think at the moment, except that the 2 weeks of confinement is probably going to seem like forever, with all that exercise and drills going on. Also, damn, I was enjoying warhammer online, and going to NS almost makes me want to just rush all the way to the max level. Alas, maybe time is better spent relaxing and doing recreational stuff, like watching some movies or relaxing in bed all day long. Haha.

Best album purchase ever since 2 years ago.. I think

2008-10-17T23:06:00.013+08:00

The anticipated Jay Chou album is out!

I finally held it in my hands today after pre-ordering quite sometime ago. Its yet another fabulous album by Jay Chou. *oh well to me, everything Jay Chou is nice* Baby wanted to burn my album. lol. Hes jealous of Jay Chou because I love him also. hahahaa.

Anyway, pre-ordering comes with lots of free stuff or maybe limited ed? At first, when I pre-order the album I thought it was god-damn expensive. Almost a whopping 40 bucks for a metal cased album or a ard 20 bucks version of the album without the metal box and stuff .

My first reaction was 'WTF' followed by pondering on which to get. Obviously the 'Must buy more expensive one for better limited ed' me got over the 'Must save money' me. Sooo.. I purchased the metal casing one.

Anyway.. heres some pictures for Jay Chou fans like me =)

The "free/maybe limited ed" stuff that came with the album

There are many more of such cards that has Jay Chou on it. Really cute in my opinion. This is one of the cards in the pack with Jay Chou on it as the "Joker".

The cube with his pictures on it. *lovesssss*

The metal casing the album was contained in.

The album itself.

Jay Chou is like totally HOT right? My god.. *swoons*

Ok.. guess thats all I have for today. So little pictures because its a bitch to upload pictures. Damn slow.

I gotta go do my tutorial which I didn't finish in class today. SUCKS i tell you. lol.
Off to work!

xoxo,
yukik0`

Here I am again.

2008-10-16T04:43:00.005+08:00

Sucks really. Assignment 1 for my new module is up.. and on the first day of going back to school. Omgggg.. Gotta start doing the assignment next week once I understand more about it. I'm guessing the lecturer will be explaining it in class and he better be doing it because I don't understand jacksquat from staring at the picture drawn up in my assignment 'question' paper. It looks like its for himself/herself to understand.

On another note, up till now my highest level character is like 18. Sadness.. wish Warhammer does not have so many maintenance every other day. Bleah. FYI its under maintenance now as well.

Missing baby right now.. he just went to bed like 30 mins ago. There isn't any pictures up for my few posts anyway because I am busy playing as much as I can before assignments come haunting me and before dear goes to NS. Keeping him company while there's still time.

Ermm. wow. server is up ahead of schedule. sooo.. I gotta play abit then head to bed.
Nights all.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Crys =(

2008-10-13T15:00:00.003+08:00

Babe is going to ns in ard 11 days. NEXT WED! OMFG. So soon. Ok. I am so gonna level 1 character pass 20 or to 20 by today or tomorrow in Warhammer. MUST play tier 3 rvr with dear. >.<

Off I go to level my character.

xoxo,
yukik0`

Yay!

2008-10-08T00:22:00.003+08:00

Exams are over! Thank god for baby's support otherwise I cannot discipline myself to study. Kept thinking of playing Warhammer. lol. Dear was being secretive today.. my present was like in his bag and I almost manage to open it to take a peek but got busted everytime.
Oh well.. I guess its part of the surprise so I shall not spoil it for myself.

Anyway, been interested in getting this for a long time.
Kenko Diet Plums
I mean it sounds good.. though I am happy with my weight which in actual fact my body as well but read other people reviews very tempting to buy mannn... Try googling it and you'll find a damn lot of reviews about it. If I do get it, I guess its for emergency uses when I feel fat or just maintaining my weight/keep slim.

Temptation! I think I might actually get that next month or something. No harm trying since its got some other health benefits as well. If I do get it and try, I might actually blog about it soon enough provided I have the money to buy it.

Back to playing Warhammer Online.

See ya all.

with love,
yukik0`

"Shopping" Day

2008-10-02T02:55:00.006+08:00

It was suppose to be a day where baby companies me to buy new clothes and shoes BUT the plans been changed. It turn out that we both found something we both like and I spend all my money supposedly meant for buying clothes and stuff on this new love of ours.

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Not a very clear image.. used my hp cam to take a picture of it.

The first time I booted up and played the game, I had my reservations about it. The graphics was not as good as Vanguard and I couldn't really get use to the controls. Now, I totally love this game for its RVR and its never ending quests to do. (RVR - Realm V.S Realm)

Did i mention I LOVE the RVR in the game?! Its so exciting like the excitement of *insert some super exciting game name* x 1000000000. Check out the website to see the screenshots and stuff though I would say just looking at the website and screenshots does not justify just how fun this game is.

Its no wonder both me and baby were having so much fun. I'm like totally addicted to RvR..

I'll be nice.. so heres the link if anyone who is reading is interested.

Warhammer Online

If you are playing let me know. Have fun. =)

Love,
yukik0`

Less than a month to go..

2008-09-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

NS is drawing helluva near, and to be honest, I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now. Anticipation? Terrified? Or maybe something along the lines of...
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
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I'll probably be putting this song into my mp3 player when I go in. I'll miss baby like crazy, for sure, just hope I can give her a birthday she'll never forget when I come out after 2 weeks. A really really good one, but I'm gonna be stretching my wallet thin for this one, so its time to do some research..heh heh heh.

Oh yeah, baby if you're reading this, I still ain't telling you jack about what I've got planned for your birthday. So save your breath, and don't ask. Muackz. Love ya :)

As the days draw closer..

2008-09-25T00:58:00.003+08:00

Its drawing closer.. in less than a month, baby will be in NS. And as it draws closer, I begin to think more. emoooo..
I need a new drama series to watch to keep my mind off it and so when baby finally go to NS I have something to do to keep myself busy with. Intro me a nice drama if you know any.

With love,
yukik0`

I wish that day will not be here so soon. 24th oct.

Busted or not

2008-09-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

Gonna get busted. I hope not though. Its not time to announce this yet.
Not yet not until my boy has gotten out of ns and gotten a job. Not until I have gotten a job. Mannnn.. life sucks. Don't know what will happen if they find out about it.

loves,
yukik0`

2008-09-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Pfft.. Doesn't mean that my bf meets me out for dinner and spend some time with me as much as he can(or even wait for me while I have my lessons) means that I haven't grown up. Wtf really. I enjoy spending time with bf and I wanna spend as much time as I can with him now before he officially enters NS and I start looking for a job/working.
Bleah.. pissed off.
Why do I even owe anyone explaination why I am spending time with my bf after and before class? Someone tell me?

Reasons why you should get a NDS.

2008-09-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

There.. just that flash video will suffice. Its = to 1000000000000 reasons to get a nds.

With Love,
yukik0`

Obligations.

2008-09-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

Well, today, 3 of my friends have officially gone into NS - Kenny, Frankie and Qiqi. Wonder how's their first day, definitely gotta ask them when they get back 2 weeks later. I'm wondering myself how I will adapt into the new lifestyle that's going to take over for 2 years, seems rather scary now that I think of it.

For one, the sleeping schedules are way off from what I usually do. 10pm -5am in the Army, goodness knows how I can possibly do that. After all that training I probably would want to chat a little with baby, but at the same time I know I can't chat too long, since I need adequate sleep for training.

Speaking of baby, I hope she'll be fine when I'm gone. At least she's got her friends, who better keep her busy so she doesn't miss me too much (Momo, I'm looking at you. Sabrina too.) Hope school keeps her busy as heck too. And baby had better find a job that keeps her busy all week.

Well that's all I got for tonight, maybe I'll post a continuation as the days creep ever so nearer.

SQL test

2008-09-15T03:46:00.003+08:00

I feel anxious again.. because of the SQL test tomorrow. Its probably test/exam phobia or maybe I just hate tests and exams alot. Its open-book and I'm gonna prepare every single damn notes about SQL.
I'm totally "ready". I made lots of preparation by hacking and slashing stuff and fufilling request of others "virtually" to reduce my anxiety and by that I mean Vanguard. Wish me luck. I will keep you guys updated soon.. or maybe its time for Krezash to blog. =X

With Love,
yukik0`

Thinking..

2008-09-09T16:19:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking of what I should be doing or how I should go about looking for a job. It sucks to be 20 really. Now I gotta consider what I should be doing now and how to establish my career if I do find a job(which I eventually will.. I hope).
Just 2 years ago, I was thinking about how to score well in my exams and nothing else. Now I am thinking of establishing a career for myself. Wtf really. I signed up for a job website and am hoping to get a programming job(dream career). However, every single damn job requires me to know C# which I suck at really. Though I know abit of it but can't remember much which is the same as not knowing at all. Haha.. I can only describe how i feel right now with this picture.

God bless,
yukik0`

5 Worst Type of Parents

2008-09-04T18:08:00.005+08:00

I'm sure we've all had times when we thought our mom/dad was probably the worst in the world. Perhaps your dad would not buy you a car for your 21st birthday like your friend's dad did, or maybe your mom took down your Jessica Alba poster because she thought it was 'too sexy'. Here's my top 5 worst type of parents, courtesy of my dad.

#5. The Turtle Shell- I'm not talking about "Take some water because durian's heaty" kinda protective. I'm talking about "You're not getting a bicycle because do you know **insert random number here** cyclists die because cars ran them over??" Seriously, when was the last time anyone died while riding a bicycle on a fucking pavement?

#4. The Peacock - Dontcha just hate it when you know you're right, and you know your parents know you're right, but yet they just don't wanna concede, instead asking you to "Shut up and don't argue"? Lovin it.

#3. The Spycam - Have a diary? Your parents know that. Have a girlfriend? Yep they know that too, while looking through your text messages. Have a stack of FHM magazines that you'd like to keep for those 'lonely' nights? Your parents want to speak to you tonight.

#2. The Ming Dynasty Vase - Like those ancient relics, your parents still want to matchmake for you, and map out your entire life before you turn 10. And your girlfriend can't wear anything too revealing, which includes sport shorts, and skirts above the knee. Oh, and apparently, kissing outside your house is a public disturbance.

#1. The Drill Seargent - Sleep at 10pm! Your NS starts in 2 months, and you need to get your sleeping schedule into check! Sleeping late in NS will cause you die, really. Or so they think. You can't be back later than 10pm, even though you're already 20. I think I'll go missing until I serve the Army, thank you very much.

Countdown/Update

2008-08-31T03:25:00.008+08:00

5 days to assignment due date excluding today and only 1/4 of my assignment is done. I've got other distractions like my nds, baby and vg. My life normally rotate around these 3 things/people. Enjoying life while I still can(if you read my previous posts you should know what I mean).

Well anyway, I thought baby was gonna update the blog which he said a few days ago. He didn't and so I'll make up for him and myself with this post. =)

I got my nds at like a couple of weeks ago if i remember correctly. I love it alot still even though its a few weeks old. I can't share love between two consoles so.. my psp isn't in a really pretty state now. Stored away in my cupboard until good/new games come out for it. Moreover, who can bear to play a normal up down left right button games when u can touch the screen and it actually reacts to the touch (I love love touch screens). Neat huh?

In order to make up for not updating for a long time. Here are some pictures I took.
Some of the pictures will be a little dark as it looks even suckier if there is flash.
So here you go~ pictures and more pictures of the one who made me eat air for this entire month.

The culprit...
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Though I really wouldn't mind eating air to get it. =X

Can you guess what I was playing. *cough* Hint on the bottom screen of my nds *cough*

Anyway. thats all about the nds lite.

One short update about today :
Baby and me went to comex today. There are lots of people and I mean it literally. We gotta like queue up to get into the entrance of the convention hall.

Overall, the exhibition was pretty much the same as the one four months ago or something. There are not much changes in the price or the exhibitors. So if you have been there four months ago or something, you'll probably finish walking round the exhibition in less than 2 hours. Good time to get electronic stuff though.. might even be cheaper than sim lim square.

http://www.comexshow.com.sg/

The comex will be ending tomorrow.

Anyway, after finish going through the entire exhibition, we sat at a place and play nds all the way till we are going home. *beauty of nds...*

P.S: I know this post is completely random but bear with me because its 4.30A.M right now. I'm sleepy.

Love,
yukik0`