NS is drawing helluva near, and to be honest, I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now. Anticipation? Terrified? Or maybe something along the lines of...
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
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I'll probably be putting this song into my mp3 player when I go in. I'll miss baby like crazy, for sure, just hope I can give her a birthday she'll never forget when I come out after 2 weeks. A really really good one, but I'm gonna be stretching my wallet thin for this one, so its time to do some research..heh heh heh.

Oh yeah, baby if you're reading this, I still ain't telling you jack about what I've got planned for your birthday. So save your breath, and don't ask. Muackz. Love ya :)

posted by Nick @ 6:32 PM  
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Its drawing closer.. in less than a month, baby will be in NS. And as it draws closer, I begin to think more. emoooo..
I need a new drama series to watch to keep my mind off it and so when baby finally go to NS I have something to do to keep myself busy with. Intro me a nice drama if you know any.

With love,
yukik0`

I wish that day will not be here so soon. 24th oct.

posted by Yukik0 @ 12:58 AM  
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Gonna get busted. I hope not though. Its not time to announce this yet.
Not yet not until my boy has gotten out of ns and gotten a job. Not until I have gotten a job. Mannnn.. life sucks. Don't know what will happen if they find out about it.

loves,
yukik0`

posted by Yukik0 @ 11:14 PM  
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Pfft.. Doesn't mean that my bf meets me out for dinner and spend some time with me as much as he can(or even wait for me while I have my lessons) means that I haven't grown up. Wtf really. I enjoy spending time with bf and I wanna spend as much time as I can with him now before he officially enters NS and I start looking for a job/working.
Bleah.. pissed off.
Why do I even owe anyone explaination why I am spending time with my bf after and before class? Someone tell me?

posted by Yukik0 @ 10:01 PM  
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There.. just that flash video will suffice. Its = to 1000000000000 reasons to get a nds.

With Love,
yukik0`

posted by Yukik0 @ 1:57 AM  
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Well, today, 3 of my friends have officially gone into NS - Kenny, Frankie and Qiqi. Wonder how's their first day, definitely gotta ask them when they get back 2 weeks later. I'm wondering myself how I will adapt into the new lifestyle that's going to take over for 2 years, seems rather scary now that I think of it.

For one, the sleeping schedules are way off from what I usually do. 10pm -5am in the Army, goodness knows how I can possibly do that. After all that training I probably would want to chat a little with baby, but at the same time I know I can't chat too long, since I need adequate sleep for training.

Speaking of baby, I hope she'll be fine when I'm gone. At least she's got her friends, who better keep her busy so she doesn't miss me too much (Momo, I'm looking at you. Sabrina too.) Hope school keeps her busy as heck too. And baby had better find a job that keeps her busy all week.

Well that's all I got for tonight, maybe I'll post a continuation as the days creep ever so nearer.

posted by Nick @ 12:31 AM  
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I feel anxious again.. because of the SQL test tomorrow. Its probably test/exam phobia or maybe I just hate tests and exams alot. Its open-book and I'm gonna prepare every single damn notes about SQL.
I'm totally "ready". I made lots of preparation by hacking and slashing stuff and fufilling request of others "virtually" to reduce my anxiety and by that I mean Vanguard. Wish me luck. I will keep you guys updated soon.. or maybe its time for Krezash to blog. =X

With Love,
yukik0`

posted by Yukik0 @ 3:46 AM  
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I've been thinking of what I should be doing or how I should go about looking for a job. It sucks to be 20 really. Now I gotta consider what I should be doing now and how to establish my career if I do find a job(which I eventually will.. I hope).
Just 2 years ago, I was thinking about how to score well in my exams and nothing else. Now I am thinking of establishing a career for myself. Wtf really. I signed up for a job website and am hoping to get a programming job(dream career). However, every single damn job requires me to know C# which I suck at really. Though I know abit of it but can't remember much which is the same as not knowing at all. Haha.. I can only describe how i feel right now with this picture.

God bless,
yukik0`

posted by Yukik0 @ 4:19 PM  
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I'm sure we've all had times when we thought our mom/dad was probably the worst in the world. Perhaps your dad would not buy you a car for your 21st birthday like your friend's dad did, or maybe your mom took down your Jessica Alba poster because she thought it was 'too sexy'. Here's my top 5 worst type of parents, courtesy of my dad.

#5. The Turtle Shell- I'm not talking about "Take some water because durian's heaty" kinda protective. I'm talking about "You're not getting a bicycle because do you know **insert random number here** cyclists die because cars ran them over??" Seriously, when was the last time anyone died while riding a bicycle on a fucking pavement?

#4. The Peacock - Dontcha just hate it when you know you're right, and you know your parents know you're right, but yet they just don't wanna concede, instead asking you to "Shut up and don't argue"? Lovin it.

#3. The Spycam - Have a diary? Your parents know that. Have a girlfriend? Yep they know that too, while looking through your text messages. Have a stack of FHM magazines that you'd like to keep for those 'lonely' nights? Your parents want to speak to you tonight.

#2. The Ming Dynasty Vase - Like those ancient relics, your parents still want to matchmake for you, and map out your entire life before you turn 10. And your girlfriend can't wear anything too revealing, which includes sport shorts, and skirts above the knee. Oh, and apparently, kissing outside your house is a public disturbance.

#1. The Drill Seargent - Sleep at 10pm! Your NS starts in 2 months, and you need to get your sleeping schedule into check! Sleeping late in NS will cause you die, really. Or so they think. You can't be back later than 10pm, even though you're already 20. I think I'll go missing until I serve the Army, thank you very much.

posted by Nick @ 6:08 PM  
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